:: Evilspeech ::

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:: Sunday, March 31, 2002 ::

so E is wrong. I wrote last in here on the 23 of March. That's not too long ago. Silly E. Anyway, it has been a while and I need a short distraction from my paper. I am exactly half way finished. You know how when you double space two and two thirds of single spaced text it only ends up being barely five pages instead of the full five and a third that it should be if the space truly doubled. Yeah I know you think I'm completely whack. Maybe it comes from listening to the same Simon and Garfunkel songs all day and eating lots of chocolate-chip cookies WITHOUT ANY MILK!!! AHHH!!!
Okay, I think I'm calm now. Let me just qualify that I'm writing about Muslim women in India, a gender, religion and location combination that decidedly sucks!!! a lot. So I have to listen to happy, silly music with lyrics such as "Wish I was an English muffin, about to make the most out of a toaster . . . I'm a Citizens for Boysenberry Jam fan" to keep the spirits up. And the chocolate chip cookies are from the Easter bunny. I don't think he's obligated to provide milk, but I drank the last of mine on Thursday. Drr. So I think this is where I should stop and get back to work. I mean, I still have half a paper to write . . .
:: Madeleine :: 8:11 PM [+] ::
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:: Saturday, March 23, 2002 ::

so yeah it's been . . . well, a long long time. like the Beatles song. "So many years I've been wasting . . ." My life oddly conforms itself to my musical memories. So anyway, it's Saturday night; I have church and a long drive in the morning. But all I want to do is TALK TO SOMEONE. Of course I could be out doing something, as it is the last day (essentially) of my break. But I'm too tired for that. I could be studying for my midterm, but that's too dull, after 10 anyway. And no one is online. MY PARENTS have already gone to bed. Maybe someone is trying to tell me something . . . I guess I could always go find that tape of M*A*S*H episodes . . . hmm . . .
okay so I'll stop b*tching. maybe even go to bed sometime soon. break was good--good to be home, good to be fed, good to have laundry and dishes done for you. My family is great.
Okay I can't think of much else that isn't more whining on my part, so I will take my leave. Later, yo.

:: Madeleine :: 10:18 PM [+] ::
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